It hurts to write about this but I find it necessary to write this and share this experience with other ARMYS because what I am about to share with you is something that I think a lot of ARMYS can relate with.
Girls With Jams was suppose to see BTS for their very first concert in Los Angeles on July 26, 2015 but ended up not being able to attend because we found out literally 3 hours before the concert that our tickets were invalid...
No words and no amount of feelings can express how devastated and heart broken were were that day...
We had been planning and looking forward to TRB the moment it was announced...
When we had our tickets bought from our friends friend and told us we had all gotten VIP+ we were so overwhelmed with joy and since that day there was crazy amount of spazzing and happiness.
We went to the concert venue literally the night before waited for hours HOURS so that we can be as close enough to the stage as possible. In line we were freaking out mentally and emotionally preparing ourselves for what we were going to experience....,
but...only to find out hours later that we weren't going to be able to see our precious BTS ...
When were told that we would not be attending the concert because we had no tickets... (i will never, ever forget what i am about to write) one of the security guardswas getting the attention of people in line and saying they were going to start to get ready to let people inside the venue and everyone started screaming of joy and excitement.
Thats when my friends and I broke down and me in particular I had to run to the underground parking lot to cry , cry so hard because I couldn't believe what was happening.
This is just a horrible nightmare, this isn't happening , please wake up....please please wake up....
After minutes of crying my friends called me to talk it out with the venue people to work something out. We couldn't miss this concert...we just couldn't ...we waited for so long and it was 10 of us who got scammed... 10 .. 10! 10 ARMYS that were left outside the venue hopeless and in so much so much pain because we would not be seeing our precious bangtan...
The tears wouldn't stop and were all so numb because we couldn't believe that this was happening to us.
Some of the girls and I walked around asking other ARMYS if they knew anybody selling last minute tickets....of course it was extremely difficult and only one of us managed to find a ticket, and another of our members had a backup ticket and so she was able to attend the concert as well.
It was so painful, extremely painful actually waving good bye to our friends telling them to enjoy the concert and to have fun. They as well were torn, they didn't want to be going in alone, We were all suppose to go in together , we were suppose to experience this concert together....
GWJ wasn't able to see Bangtan that night...and we heard and it was evident from pictures and videos that the concert was beautiful and amazing. It was a concert that we unfortunately were not a part of...and could never get back..
A lot of our GWJ member cried and cried and when we thought we got over it hell we were wrong.
I , Yessi, writing this story for you, is writing this because I have learned something. but before that ,
BTS will be coming back in September for the USA HighLight Tour.... all of the GWJ members will be able to attend the San Francisco event but me....
So its not a complete loss for GWJ because the other members will still be able to see our precious BTS....
I am so happy for them because at least they will be able to see them c,: <3
As for me, i have been crying for the last couple of days non stop because I cant and wont be seeing them this year and i dont know when they will be back....
But....
Last night when i was crying in my room sobbing and just in so much pain i thought to myself...
there are so many other ARMYS who haven't had the chance to see BTS,
there are so many other ARMYS who love them as much as I do and are just waiting for the day that BTS will come to their city, their country and perform
there are so many other ARMYS that are feeling the same pain as I am, watching videos and pictures of live concerts wishing they were actually physically there
there are so many other ARMYS that are hurt because they are seeing how much BTS is growing into handsome men and want to see them young live and as they age
there are so many other ARMYS that hope to be able to BTS one day and soon
there are so many other ARMYS that all they want is to see BTS just once...just once and tell them and show them how much they love them'
there are so many other ARMYS that cry by just looking how other ARMYS are lucky enough to be able to see them and sing with them
there are so many other ARMYS that are waiting for the day that they can see BTS
This pain that I am going through....im not the only one who is experiencing it....
that is why I am trying to stay strong in this situation and I have learned there are so many other ARMYS in this world that are hurt by the fact that they cant see BTS
But there is something that is clear to me and I want to share with you.
Something that I want to share with all other ARMYS that are going through this pain that I am going through
ARMYS...BTS loves us
They are so appreciative of all the unconditionall support that we give them
I know in my heart that all that strong emotions we are feeling of us wanting to meet them in person and attend one of their concerts will happen one day
Bangtan wants to meet us as much as we want to meet them.
I know that it makes them sad as well that some of their fans aren't able to see them...
They always talk about how they want to meet their fans and how much they love us
If you haven't seen BTS for a concert yet...its okay
I don't know at what moment in time it will be but...
I know that one day you will be able to see them
I know in my heart that one day you will be able to experience that beautiful moment of watching and listening to BTS live on stage, singing along with them
I know in my heart that one day you and I will be able to tell them personally how much they mean to us and how much we love them
Until that beautiful moment in our life comes....
Lets keep supporting BTS
Lets continue to show BTS how much we love them by listening to their music and buying their album,s
Lets continue to spazz over them and admire all of the hard work that they do for us
Lets continue to laugh at their silly videos and their bangtan bombs
Lets continue to send them loving and supporting messages
Lets continue to help them win awards so that the whole world knows how incredibly talented and passionate they are for their music
Lets continue to help them make their dreams come true
Lets continue to be by their side so that they know how strong and unbreakable the love ARMYS have for Bangtan
In order for us to get to the most beautiful moment in our lives, we have to go through some of the darkest moments in our lives
But we have to stay strong, I am telling you that it will be okay
There are some things in life that we can never get back but its okay because we will just make sure to appreciate and value the moments we have ahead...
To my precious BTS,
I was suppose to see you and meet you this year but unfortunately that didn't end up happening
but its okay because i know in my heart that I will see you one day and I will be there screaming and singing my heart out to you
I am just happy that you are shinning like beautiful angels in this world and making your dreams come true
As long as you keep on making music and smiling and staying healthy I am happy
When you come back to the states, here in L.A and I see you (thats if i dont travel to Korea first to see you hehe)
i am going to be holding up a sign, right in the front and center of the pit saying
'My precious Bangtan, Thank you for coming back ♥ '
Girls With Jams was suppose to see BTS for their very first concert in Los Angeles on July 26, 2015 but ended up not being able to attend because we found out literally 3 hours before the concert that our tickets were invalid...
No words and no amount of feelings can express how devastated and heart broken were were that day...
We had been planning and looking forward to TRB the moment it was announced...
When we had our tickets bought from our friends friend and told us we had all gotten VIP+ we were so overwhelmed with joy and since that day there was crazy amount of spazzing and happiness.
We went to the concert venue literally the night before waited for hours HOURS so that we can be as close enough to the stage as possible. In line we were freaking out mentally and emotionally preparing ourselves for what we were going to experience....,
but...only to find out hours later that we weren't going to be able to see our precious BTS ...
When were told that we would not be attending the concert because we had no tickets... (i will never, ever forget what i am about to write) one of the security guardswas getting the attention of people in line and saying they were going to start to get ready to let people inside the venue and everyone started screaming of joy and excitement.
Thats when my friends and I broke down and me in particular I had to run to the underground parking lot to cry , cry so hard because I couldn't believe what was happening.
This is just a horrible nightmare, this isn't happening , please wake up....please please wake up....
After minutes of crying my friends called me to talk it out with the venue people to work something out. We couldn't miss this concert...we just couldn't ...we waited for so long and it was 10 of us who got scammed... 10 .. 10! 10 ARMYS that were left outside the venue hopeless and in so much so much pain because we would not be seeing our precious bangtan...
The tears wouldn't stop and were all so numb because we couldn't believe that this was happening to us.
Some of the girls and I walked around asking other ARMYS if they knew anybody selling last minute tickets....of course it was extremely difficult and only one of us managed to find a ticket, and another of our members had a backup ticket and so she was able to attend the concert as well.
It was so painful, extremely painful actually waving good bye to our friends telling them to enjoy the concert and to have fun. They as well were torn, they didn't want to be going in alone, We were all suppose to go in together , we were suppose to experience this concert together....
GWJ wasn't able to see Bangtan that night...and we heard and it was evident from pictures and videos that the concert was beautiful and amazing. It was a concert that we unfortunately were not a part of...and could never get back..
A lot of our GWJ member cried and cried and when we thought we got over it hell we were wrong.
I , Yessi, writing this story for you, is writing this because I have learned something. but before that ,
BTS will be coming back in September for the USA HighLight Tour.... all of the GWJ members will be able to attend the San Francisco event but me....
So its not a complete loss for GWJ because the other members will still be able to see our precious BTS....
I am so happy for them because at least they will be able to see them c,: <3
As for me, i have been crying for the last couple of days non stop because I cant and wont be seeing them this year and i dont know when they will be back....
But....
Last night when i was crying in my room sobbing and just in so much pain i thought to myself...
there are so many other ARMYS who haven't had the chance to see BTS,
there are so many other ARMYS who love them as much as I do and are just waiting for the day that BTS will come to their city, their country and perform
there are so many other ARMYS that are feeling the same pain as I am, watching videos and pictures of live concerts wishing they were actually physically there
there are so many other ARMYS that are hurt because they are seeing how much BTS is growing into handsome men and want to see them young live and as they age
there are so many other ARMYS that hope to be able to BTS one day and soon
there are so many other ARMYS that all they want is to see BTS just once...just once and tell them and show them how much they love them'
there are so many other ARMYS that cry by just looking how other ARMYS are lucky enough to be able to see them and sing with them
there are so many other ARMYS that are waiting for the day that they can see BTS
This pain that I am going through....im not the only one who is experiencing it....
that is why I am trying to stay strong in this situation and I have learned there are so many other ARMYS in this world that are hurt by the fact that they cant see BTS
But there is something that is clear to me and I want to share with you.
Something that I want to share with all other ARMYS that are going through this pain that I am going through
ARMYS...BTS loves us
They are so appreciative of all the unconditionall support that we give them
I know in my heart that all that strong emotions we are feeling of us wanting to meet them in person and attend one of their concerts will happen one day
Bangtan wants to meet us as much as we want to meet them.
I know that it makes them sad as well that some of their fans aren't able to see them...
They always talk about how they want to meet their fans and how much they love us
If you haven't seen BTS for a concert yet...its okay
I don't know at what moment in time it will be but...
I know that one day you will be able to see them
I know in my heart that one day you will be able to experience that beautiful moment of watching and listening to BTS live on stage, singing along with them
I know in my heart that one day you and I will be able to tell them personally how much they mean to us and how much we love them
Until that beautiful moment in our life comes....
Lets keep supporting BTS
Lets continue to show BTS how much we love them by listening to their music and buying their album,s
Lets continue to spazz over them and admire all of the hard work that they do for us
Lets continue to laugh at their silly videos and their bangtan bombs
Lets continue to send them loving and supporting messages
Lets continue to help them win awards so that the whole world knows how incredibly talented and passionate they are for their music
Lets continue to help them make their dreams come true
Lets continue to be by their side so that they know how strong and unbreakable the love ARMYS have for Bangtan
In order for us to get to the most beautiful moment in our lives, we have to go through some of the darkest moments in our lives
But we have to stay strong, I am telling you that it will be okay
There are some things in life that we can never get back but its okay because we will just make sure to appreciate and value the moments we have ahead...
To my precious BTS,
I was suppose to see you and meet you this year but unfortunately that didn't end up happening
but its okay because i know in my heart that I will see you one day and I will be there screaming and singing my heart out to you
I am just happy that you are shinning like beautiful angels in this world and making your dreams come true
As long as you keep on making music and smiling and staying healthy I am happy
When you come back to the states, here in L.A and I see you (thats if i dont travel to Korea first to see you hehe)
i am going to be holding up a sign, right in the front and center of the pit saying
'My precious Bangtan, Thank you for coming back ♥ '